rodger ahern

[Rodger Ahern]

rodger ahern



"this is how we like to do in the m u r d e r s c e n e"

i'm just a face for every picture``

name • pssh, julie-anne bitches! :]
age • 13
contact • in my profileee
rp experience • a year
how you found us • my bessie mate is the admin :]

a smile for your scrapbooks``

full name • rodger ahern
nickname(s) • rodge
age • 17
birthday • september 16th
gang • sloths
why you're here •

• paranoia
  
• self harm
  
• anxiety disorder
  
• clinical depression
  
• insomnia

there's a ghost in this room``

height • 6"3
weight • eight stone, twelve pounds
stature • tall and skinny
eyes • hazel
hair • naturally black/dark brown, but sometimes dyes it a honey brown colour
description •
rodger? well his hair is straight and always styled to perfection, unlike his brother, jimmy's. from his height, well let's just say, he was the tallest in his old school, for some people, height would be bothersome, but rodger seems to like it. it makes him look big and toguh, when really, he's as soft as the kitten next door.

rodger never ever dresses formal, his brother, jimmy may be forced sometimes to wear formal clothes, but rodger isn't. even when his auntie got married he was there dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. no one can force him to wear anything other than casual wear, not even his mother could when he was living with her. even though jimmy's wardrobe is made up of black and more black, rodger's isn't. it seems as though he's the brighter twin, but really, he's the darker of the two.
play by • mikey way :]

to witness my first breakdown``

likes •
winter
reading
quiet
food
writing
music
guitar
his iPod
coffee
cigarettes
his brother
dislikes •
summer
loud people
lies
being late
losing anything
not having enough coffee
losing his cigarettes
habits •
acting happy and bright, when really he's very depressed
drinking coffee
cigarettes
fears •
being late
losing anything
dying
jimmy dying
goals •
to overcome his depression, even when sometimes he doesn't want to
overall personality •
rodger's personality? that's screwed up more than you could imagine. most of the time, when his depression is intact no one would want to know him; rodger's moods being so intense, even worse than jimmy's. most of the time, he doesn't even know where it comes from, there is no underlying symptoms of it, and usually, rodger acts with his heart, not his head.

his insomnia doesn't exactly help, either. that seemed to start when jimmy was under a lot of pressure from his mother, wanting her perfect little boy to do good in his exams. she had said they were the most important exams of jimmy's life, so he started missing out on the much needed sleep and swapped it for endless studying. in the end, jimmy was so exhausted that he failed his exam, and rodger seemed to follow him.

around the time of his exams, jimmy started to also suffer from anxiety disorder, it didn't come on gradually. this disorder seems to have had the most effect on both of them, seeing as the anxiety can sometimes make them start being depressed. rodger never knew why him and his twin both got this at the same time, but they did. and ever since, he's been scared of being late or losing anything.

like all people suffering from depression rodger's was caused by another thing, his being anxiety and insomnia. his mother first noticed this when he hid under his covers one day and refused to come out , they put this down to bullying, as it seemed that he didn't desire to go to school. in reality, the so called 'bully' was actually rodger's mother. everyday rodger's depression got worse and worse, until he was hiding under a massive blanket of it. this was around about the time he started to self harm.

at first, rodger was careful, just like jimmy, making sure gabrielle wouldn't see, as he'd caused her so much grief in the first place. making sure he cut on his thighs. but eventually, he just stopped caring and slit his wrists. all rodger wanted was his mother to care and understand about him. the thing was, she did care about him, and she did understand him, but rodger, just like jimmy, couldn't see so far past himself for that to happen.

too much of you is never enough``

parents •
adam carl ahern, father
gabrielle ahern, mother
siblings •
jimmy peter ahern, twin brother
other important relatives •
none
history •
gabrielle and adam were what people would call high school sweet hearts, they dated for a few years in high school, made out a lot around others and most of all, they were with the populars. one night, adam crept around gabrielle's house, joining her massive party and like any other teen his age, got himself drunk. by the time everyone was either mortal or passed out, gabrielle and adam were in her bedroom, having a very steamy kissing session. knowing that it was going too far, gabrielle tried to pull away, but adam wouldn't let her. and by the end of the night, their relationship was in tatters. raping your girlfriend and then beating her up? that was low. and gabrielle knew it. the next day she tried to break up with him, but he was too protective of her, she was almost like his obsession and he would not let her go.

moving through high school, gabrielle got used to adam beating any guy up who even looked at her, she became used to his endless chants about what was right and what was wrong. gabrielle just seemed o give up. her old friends pushed her aside, letting her know that she wasn't welcomed with them anymore. and she fell into the deep, dark net that was called depression.

after high school, adam and gabrielle moved in together, she knew that she would have no choice in the matter whatsoever. so acting like the good girl she was, she shut her mouth and did what she was told to do. that is until the night she found out she was pregnant.

being completely stupid, she told adam about it, and adam reacted like she thought he would. he started to kick and scream at anything in the room. he put a hole in the wall with his fist. he repeatedly punched gabrielle's stomach, as if trying to make the baby go away and eventually, made her stomach bleed.

after adam's little fit of madness, gabrielle tried to leave him once more, but again, he wouldn't let her. again, he screamed at her that no man would want her with his baby in her stupid, whore womb. knowing that there was no other way of leaving him, she called the police and adam was taken away, sentenced with a five year imprisonment.

gabrielle was happy that she was finally free of adam, and settled comfortably in their old home. that is until she started to have the baby. going into a blind panic, gabrielle rushed to the nearest hospital and was placed in a bed as soon as it was physically possible.

as she was giving birth, the doctors told her she was having twins. gabrielle couldn't believe it, there was no proof of twins running through her family and all she could do was face the truth.

at exactly five am, september 16th jimmy ahern was born, soon after, ten minutes to be exact, rodger ahern was born. after being discharged from the hospital, gabrielle moved back into the house adam and her had bought together and settled down with jimmy and rodger.

it wasn't until both jimmy and rodger were 15 that any of them had any trouble. this 'trouble' was exactly the time of jimmy's important exams. when jimmy started to get all of these disorders, strangely, so did rodger.

gabrielle just couldn't cope at all. both of her bubbily, bright children sharing depression? of course. she sent them here, out of the way.

now I'm tangled in the sheets``

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