Post by ` ellie moore on Jul 9, 2008 20:18:42 GMT
eleanor louise moore
"i'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game."
"i'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game."
i'm just a face for every picture``[/blockquote][/blockquote]name • amy
age • fourteen
contact • msn in admin profile [:
rp experience • long enough
how you found us • it's my site [:
a smile for your scrapbooks``full name • eleanor louise moore
nickname(s) • ellie
age • seventeen
birthday • march third
gang • pride
why you're here •anorexia
bdd [body dysmorphic disorder]
there's a ghost in this room``height • five foot
weight • 98 pounds
stature • slim
eyes • brown
hair • black
description • ellie is short for her age, standing at only five foot, and even then, she's underweight, at only 98 pounds. she has small curves, and looks younger than she is. her skin is a light tan, and is flawless, as she wouldn't let herself get any spots or blemishes, under any circumstances.
her hair is long and black, quite thin and often curly. her eyes are dark too, brown, and always surrounded by black eyeliner.
her clothing style is slightly more revealing than other peoples, but her confidence tells her she looks fabulous. shorts, skirts, and dresses are some of her favourites, though she does wear jeans from time to time, she isn't afraid of showing a bit of leg.
play by • hanna beth
to witness my first breakdown``likes • herself, friends, taking photos and music
dislikes • eating, being here, people who judge and authority
habits • loves herself, daydreams
fears • gaining weight
goals • to get out of franklin high
overall personality • ellie both loves and hates herself at the same time. to other people, it comes across like she loves herself, and she is rather full of herself, but inside her own head, she hates the way she looks, though she doesn't show it much. she has a lot of confidence in herself, but is generally a fun person.
she's pretty off in the clouds, and doesn't pay much attention to people she doesn't know. because of this, some people see her as hard to get along with, but catch her attention and she's a pretty good friend.
too much of you is never enough``parents • lily [39] & simon moore [40]
siblings • roseanne moore [19] & elizabeth moore [17]
other important relatives • none
history • lily and simon met in high school, and had an on-off relationship for three years. simon cheated on lily repeatedly, but she kept taking him back time after time. he promised he'd changed, and she believed him everytime.
the pair went to university together, and lived together, along with another couple in a small flat. when lily was twenty, she fell pregnant. her parents were disapointed in her, and wanted nothing to do with her. simon's parents lived abroad, and simon wasn't happy either, deciding it was entirely lily's fault and proceeding to cheat on her with several other people.
on august second, lily, alone, gave birth to roseanne. simon turned up, four hours too late, to find mother and daughter curled up together in a hospital bed. he made his excuses, and lily forgave him. again.
and so, the pair, along with roseanne, went back to their flat. the other couple they lived with moved into another flat so the new family could have the space to themselves. at first, everything was good. lily and simon were happy, and simon never strayed. roseanne was a good baby, slept when she was supposed to, and was always very smiley.
it soon became clear that lily had post natal depression, and simon became bored of her quickly. he started to cheat again, and this pushed lily further into depression, rather than helping her out. life became crazy for lily, simon out with various other women all hours of the day and night, lily depressed, and roseanne suffering because of the two.
lily was still depressed a year later when she realised she was pregnant again. simon questioned if the baby was his or not, but lily knew for a fact it was. lily didn't want another baby, after feeling so bad about roseanne, but she knew there was no way she could have an abortion.
and so, on march third, lily gave birth to a set of twins, both girls. first born was elizbeth, and second, ten minutes later, eleanor. simon was again absent. lily knew where he was, cheating again.
going back to the house with all three of her girls, simon was waiting for her. he told her he was leaving, and, though she didn't say it at the time, lily was over the moon that he was finally gone. of course, she knew it would be hard with a two year old daughter and newborn twins, but it was better than living with simon.
and so lily struggled on, raising her three babies and recovering from depression.
rosie, lizzy and ellie were close growing up, and were best friends when they started school. the three girls knew their family life was a little different to all the other kids, but they decided together not to talk about home to anyone else.
and so things were fine for the three, they struggled on until the summer before lizzy and ellie were about to start high school, when simon turned up on the doorstep.
he had wanted to see his daughters, and swore he had changed. lily believed him again, but rosie, lizzy and ellie weren't so sure. lily had told them exactly what their father had done, and the three were none to keen to let him back into their lives as easily as lily had.
by the end of the summer, he'd pretty much won all four of them over, and they had fun together. even so, when simon asked if one of the girls wanted to move in with him, they weren't happy about the idea at all. none of them wanted to leave lily, or be split up from the other two sisters, but lily thought it was a good idea. in the end, ellie drew the short straw and agreed to go.
it was hard for ellie, as she had to move away from her mother and sisters, and start a new school, but her dad made it worth while. she had a laugh, living with him, as he was a fun man. at first.
pretty soon, ellie started having the usual teenage arguments with her dad. her mother had grown used to having three stroppy girls in the house, but her dad had not. he quickly blew his top, and screamed at ellie. he called her all sort of things, but she let most of it slide. the guys at her new school had given her more than enough confidence in her looks, but the one thing simon said that hit her hard was calling her fat.
he noticed that she reacted to being called fat, and so he called her it often, just to get a reaction out of her. he pushed her too far however, and soon, she stopped eating, really believing she was fat. simon didn't notice, and if he did, he didn't care.
ellie got worse and worse, her weight dropping to only six stone. even simon couldn't fail to notice that, and he took her to a hospital. ellie was sent to franklin high from there, and has been here since she was fifteen.
now I'm tangled in the sheets``read the rules • admin edit [:
rp sample • screw it
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headers are thanks to All Time Low because they are awesome.
do not remove this credit because if you do, bad things will happen,
starting with her hunting you down with her rabid flamingoes.
they will peck out your eyes. now that's not pleasent is it? so please, keep the credit on.
