evelyn d'siliva

[`evelyn d'silvia]

evelyn may d'siliva



"is it too bad to be noticed?"

i'm just a face for every picture``

name • isn't it obvious by now? xD
age • thirteeeeeeeeeeen
contact • msn on profile :]
rp experience • a yearr
how you found us • i'm admin and amy is head admin ^^

a smile for your scrapbooks``

full name • evelyn may d'siliva
nickname(s) • eve
age • 21
birthday • 15th of december
gang • sloth leader
why you're here •

• depression [clinical]
  
• self harm
  
• paranoia
  
• anorexia

there's a ghost in this room``

height • 5"7
weight • 109 pounds
stature • medium height and average weight
eyes • dark brown
hair • black
description •
evelyn usually wears clothes that are in-your-face, yet subtal at the same time, well, for her personality, that is. she is commonly seen with her hair either tied up or let down, so it drops down to her elbows.

being fairly tall, evelyn is normally the one people look up to, instead of being looked down to. for some reason, as of this, people are usually nice to her, even fearing her at times. even though she looks happy and acts like it, she isn't on the inside. and the inside always matters.
play by • amy lee

to witness my first breakdown``

likes •
`summer
`her mother's cooking
`food
`slushies
`vodka
`bars
`having fun
`people being scared of her
`getting drunk
`music
`singing
`playing piano
`listening to loud music
dislikes •
`backstabbers
`hang overs
`having her music on low
`not drinking
`being hurt
`the cold
`reading
`listening to people
`being patient
`haters of music
`concerts
`being crowded
`being watched
habits • drinking, singing whilst in the shower and acting as though she's happy when she's not.
fears • dying
goals • to make friends like her and to maybe sing in a band some day.
overall personality •
once evelyn wakes up, a wave of depression hits her. it's like a blow to her heart and results in making her moody and aggressive for the rest of the morning, if not all day. god forbid her roommate, if she ever gets one. once when she was in college, her roommate, a kind hearted girl called julie, learned not to bother with evelyn at any time in the morning, only if it was an emergency, and even then, evelyn wasn't happy to see her butt-ugly face in her own.

as a symtom of this depression, evelyn doesn't let one mouthful of food passed her lips. sure, she loved food, but she wants to be skinny, just like the other girls in the magazines and she can't face the fact that she really is beautiful, as well as a proper weight.

depression plays a large position in evelyn's life and when she gets upset evelyn seems to slef harm, cutting herself anywhere and everywhere that is possible. because of this, she calls herself a 'freak' and says that her 'morals are screwed over', as well as her life for getting 'born into the mess that peple call the world.'

too much of you is never enough``

parents • isbaella d'siliva; mother
edward d'siliva; father
siblings • none
other important relatives • none
history •
evelyn may d'siliva was born on the 15th of december, her father taking literally hundreds of pictures of her birth. being their first child, isbaella and edward doted on evelyn and spoiled her rotten. in her first year of life, they even claimed to their freinds that she was 'the only one for them.'

her second year of life was not as caring or loving, isbaella finding out edward was having an affair with her sister, lucy harris, did horrid things to their happy family. at first, isabella didn't let edward know that she knew about him and her sister, but soon enough, things came tumbling from her mouth like dirim, disgraced by all humanity.

her mouth, however, actually broke the marriage apart and ended up in the court room, battling for evelyn's custody, eventually, isabella won the case and fulltime custody of evelyn. but edward didn't care anyhow, all he wanted was lucy and their own little family. this fact hurt isabella so much that even after they had moved from nevada, she cired and cried about it late at night.

soon after evelyn started school, she would constantly ask 'where's my daddy?' to isabella and one day, she just couldn't take it anymore. isbaella repeatedly slashed her wrists and in time fell into a coma. from this, evelyn was actually brought up in nevada by her father and step-mother. everyday, evelyn hated it and screamed at both of them, wanting to go back to her mummy. but her father wouldn't let her wattch her mother die. so instead, he locked her away in her room, unless she had school and then she was free to the world until three in the afternoon.

as soon as evelyn turned twenty-one, she was handed over to this place, from her father and her step-mother, making sure her life would be 'better' here.

now I'm tangled in the sheets``

read the rules • admin edit [:
rp sample • screw you!

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